A few scary thoughts from CD:
1. Going back to work. Albeit 2 months from now, I’m already dreading it
2. Do I go with a inhouse baby sitter or send him to the nursery? I’m besides myself with this one.
I’m leaning towards the nursery for the following reasons – a more controlled environment, more interaction with other babies/children, possibly better development of motor skills, etc. I’m against the nursery for the simple reason that every common cold and child ailment that goes around, he is potentially exposed.
Against the in house baby sitter for the following reasons:- someone in my house going through my shit, someone in my house unsupervised, possibility of greater exposure of my son in that, this person will be alone with him with no one watching. Need I say more?
I’m for the in house baby sitter only because of the reason I’m against the nursery. Any thoughts on this?
3. I’ve already lost 30lbs since I had the baby. This is quite good considering I only put on 16 lbs when I was pregnant. I think that by being at home, I will probably put on at least 1/2 of this. I invested in an exercise program and as my luck would have it, DVD player konk out hence I can’t do my wonderful Turbo Jam exercise program, complete with jumping rope, weighted gloves and 5 fabulous work outs. I’m trying to get a DVD player for my computer since that is the only room with the space to work out right now.
4. Will I really move into my own home come January as promised. I am going to go nuts if I don’t!!!
That is pretty much what is freaking me out right now.